If you've somehow managed to wander in here from my little used Xanga blog and are subsequently lost (HAHAHA LOSER *cough* er I mean... *angelic smile*), follow the white rabbit back.
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Feb 2, 2004
food for thought
The girl danced in sky-time blue
Her feet moved across the floor, free in her glass shoe.
The prince came to her side
He asked her to dance, his smile kind and wide.
The beauty took his hand and danced so happily around the floor.
She then led him to garden, under the sparkling night sky,
whispered to him, "I don't need you anymore".
Mama always did have a beautiful voice, when she wasn't drunk. I used to ask Mama why the girl didn't need the prince. Mama's blue eyes would stare into mine.
"Because my darling, she didn't need some prince to save her, she could make do on her own. Just like you, you don't need a prince to save you." Mama would say, her hand slightly touching my nose.
"No, I don't need a prince, but Mama? What about you, you don't need a prince do you? Mama, lets run off together. To a place without princes." I said. Mama's eyes would become sad and tear up.
"No dear Elizabeth, unlike you, I have given up my chance to be princeless. I need a prince to save me. Oh! But not you Ella, you have a chance, you can save yourself from evil stepmothers, stepsisters, dragons, witches, ogres, whatever life throws at you. Promise me that Ella, promise me you will save yourself."
"I promise Mama, I promise." That night was the last time Mama sang to me. I hummed the song to my self again, my feet danced across the pink room; so far no prince had come to save me.
i had an idiotic grin plastered on my face the whole bus ride home ^^. today wasnt as bad as i thot it would be lol. *breathes in the scent of jasmine coming from my desk* it feels so nice to just sit and not panic about failing math.
And, well, I think that I'm sick.
But leave me be while my world is coming down on me.
You taste like honey, honey.
Tell me, can I be your honey
Bee? Be strong!
Keep telling myself it that won't take long
Till I'm free of my disease.
Yeah, Free of my disease.
Free of my disease. -Disease, Matchbox 20
hey does anyone noe if theyre still selling the valentine candy-grams? i need to buy some for my valentines lol
NOTE TO VALENTINES: u better by me some candy back ^_~ lol j/k u dont have to (tho it would be nice...)
hmmm maybe the approach of valentines day and talk of the gr10 formal is the reason why some ppl are acting so weird...SNAP OUT OF IT! *slaps wif waffle* *changes mind as that is a waste of perfectly good food* *slaps wif deflated basketball*
i went to talk to one of the tertiary advisors at lunch today. it was so surreal. it felt like i was old and actually being serious about my future and the rest of my life. it was quite daunting actually...
omg im going to be 16 in a few months. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!! IM OLDDDD!!!!!
i dont think i can even have a bday party since my bday is the day before the exams -_-"
THINGS I WANT TO DO WHEN I BECOME 16:
Actually have a valid id to show the person when i go play pool.
Learn how to drive (wouldnt that be so cool? i wouldnt have anytin to drive....but i COULD if i had to)
Not freak out over the exams and get all A* (not happenin but i can always dream ^^)
Sit on the ledge outside of my window (its about 3ft wide, flat, has no railings and is 10 stories up. i've always wanted to sit there but i doubt either of my parents would approve lol)
Learn how to successfully use html to improve my sad lookin web pages
Go on a "road" trip to Phuket wif u guys. WE HAVE TO GO! THAT WOULD BE TOO COOL FOR WORDS! (btw, we could go before im 16. otherwise it mite be hard to explain to our parents y we left during the exams lol ^^)
Go bungee diving, indoor skydiving, parasailing, sailing or just to Big Splash.
Own a squeegee. (i mean the name alone is enuff of a reason)
Go to canada and have a family reunion! i think we're doing that anyways but still ^^. i havent seen valerie, adam, madison, nicole, etc in sooo long! and i havent been to canada in AGESSSS
HE TOOK IT! HE DID! I SAW HIM! WAFFLE EATER! AHHHHHHHH
i got back some more exam results today. my first A*! WOOHOO!!! now i just have the rest of the week to live thru. plz plz plz plz let me live thru this.
OMG! AHHHHH!!!! i get my math exam results back!
the BIG exam.
the FINAL one.
AAAHHHHHHHHHH
*passes out from hyperventalation*
well well well. and here i was thinking i was weird. whoever those 9 ppl r (or 1 person hu likes clickin the submit button over and over again) hu voted... well wateva. ill leave the poll for awhile longer. if thats the decision in the end then fine by me lol. it can be done ^_~
ladidar... i want to watch peter pan. i dunno y. i just do. i couldve gone today but noooo. i had guests. then i got a cold -_-". WHY??? WHY????
anywayzies.
"how doth the little crocodile improve its shining tail?"
or somefin like that.
if u want to have ure site or blog or wateva added to it go see the instructions on my website (im too lazy to write it out twice x_X)
*sigh* i have a sore throat. but its not a normal sore throat. it just feels like im thirsty all the time. not the usual amount of excruciating pain luckily. =( i want to be betterrr *sniff sniff*
EURGH! i just got dosed wif a sore throat cure. YUCKY!!! AHHHH!!!
it involves gettin a chopstick covered in huge grainy salt (and this isnt the table salt variety let me tell u. DISGUSTING tasting) stuck down ure throat and having the salt sit there while u gag for 30secs. if that doesnt kill wateva it is then notin will x_X
on a happier note i can go back and play Tibia now. i hope that psychopath killer hus out to get me isnt online ^^" it wasnt my fault! well partly...but i wasnt the one hu killed him! i swear!
lets just say that the highlight of that little trip was that for an hour i was carrying 6ft plus high stalks of pussy willows wrapped in shocking pink tissue paper. i had to hold it in two mrt trains (the 2nd so full i was pretty much poking ppls eyes out wif the pussy willows) and walk down orchard rd. i should also mention that lots of ppl decided to stop and stare at the small person carrying somefin tall and bright pink. i also think i ended up being in 2 tourists' photos -_-"
on the bright side the trip was a good lesson in confidence building.
now i shall just limply sit here and try to recover.
in retrospect (MUAHAHA! BIG WORD! BIG WORD! BI- *smacks into wall*) i think that last entry should have gone into my other blog a bit lol. o wellll. i guess those hu cant read my other blog must have sometin else to read ^^".
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[blog owner is unceremonisouly dragged kicking and protesting from computer and made to hold large shopping bags]
EXCUSE ME??!! MY fault?? how is u not doing ure hw steph MY fault?? true i have terrible work habits and yes procrastination is my middle name but still! i never forced u to copy me! in fact i insist u dont! go back to ure good workin habits and stop blaming me! sheeesh =P
lol
ok its true... i do affect ppl sometimes...they become weirder (and therefore much nicer in my opinion lol ^_~). ive noticed this. i've also somehow managed to make 3 ppl llama phobic. its amazing
i am sorry to hear steph that i have caused u to do ure cw 8 days AFTER its due -_-" MUAHAHA! u shall have to go thru.....REHABILITATION! *a women screams and the lights flicker* oooo....scary o_O
i want to be committed. not committed as in dedicated or anytin like that. i want to be committed as in sent to an asylum. just to see wat it would be like. i think it would be kinda fun for awhile...i mean u could live in ure own little world and ppl would take it for granted that ure weird and out there. only down side is that they would try to "cure" u. doesnt that sound ominous? "we shall have to...CURE u..."
AHHHHHHHHH!!!! and then even tho u say ure alright and not crazy no one will believe u....ooo...reeeallly creepy...
hahaha theres a bird on my windowsill warbling away. and the sun just got a bit brighter and my room lit up. such a mood breaker lol.
i updated my website. so u can go see if u want. Oh! and go vote plz ^^
i wonder if ppl read my blog to "get to noe me better". that would be sorta cool lol. and funny ^^
I SHALL BE RANDOM! I SHALL MAKE IT HARD FOR U TO GUESS! AM I BEING SERIOUS? OR AM I BEING SILLY? HU NOES? I NOE I DONT!
i blame my boredom. and my evil half. at least i think its my evil half....maybe it isnt evil at all; just misunderstood lol. or maybe...maybe it isnt even a half! AHHHH!!!!
sick cycle carousel! such a nice song...i love musicmatch! it rules! muahaha! no annoyin djs! no annoying 10min ads! 15secs max! a SKIP button! radio station selection! FREE! WOOHOO!
okeys. enuff advertising ^^".
"and if i had a pony, i'd ride it on the oceannn. just me upon my pony on my boatttt"
i forgot the intro and rest of the song. ill have to ask my sis lol.
